staring at the sun

I am challenged by this. I felt like this was worth sharing, as it is what is on my mind. Those of you who have known me for years, know that at one point I actively express belief in the power of God to physically impact a moment in a person's life. Having seen and known people personally who had miraculous experiences in front of me, I can not say that miracles do not occur. I have seen too many inexplicable things.

However, having walked through an extended difficult period in my life, I back off from my active expression of belief. I would not say that I am a skeptic, but I have desired to avoid hype and over spiritualizing facets of life. I have focused primarily on personal, practical growth and measurable outcomes. I feel as if I am considering this again for the first time.

So, I would ask those of you, who are like me, to watch this for what it is. Without prejudgment, can you see something wonderful in this? What is it you feel, think, and believe about God in the here and now? I am asking myself the same question. I am challenged by this and reflecting on my own level of hope and prayerful expectation.